I'm puzzling my way through the zigzag side streets
of the early hours when silently, unfeasibly,
the city museum springs up against the stars,
its Franco-Flemish elevations meticulously etched
- or so it seems: you're never sure with dreams.
The place is closed of course so I pass alone
through its shadowed passages
like an ancient lost soul struggling to visualise
the plan inscribed inside the coffin's lid.
Here are the fossils and the flints, the ghost of a boat,
a shrivelled spade fished from a castle well.
But this is not what I've come to find.
Beyond the final door, submerged in fuzzy oceanic
light, I can just make out encrusted frames,
the glow of oils, distant, phosphorescent.
The pinkish sky behind the grieving widow's head
is just discernible, so too the moonlit
squint of shoreline from the grotto's mouth.
The glory of The Orrery, though, is blackened almost beyond recall
but for the children aglow with the weirdness of it all.
We watch them watch the dainty moons and planets
dancing orbits through their toy immensity,
and if the sun is totally eclipsed by the woman's silhouette,
we still receive the warmth of its touch
simply by reflection from the children's faces, radiant,
radiant as the faces of angels.
You want it to go on and on, you want the children to go on gazing,
drawing grace and wonderment and fun - as though these gifts
could be absorbed from sunshine alone
through some propitious vitamin.
Time runs out. The picture pixelates
suddenly, too soon: I'm pitched into zero-gravity
spinning helplessly for a moment or so
until the clock's tick checks my vertigo.
Way over the roof the stars have moved on.
The museum's gone.
The texture of the thing, like a scent, evanescent, lingers briefly.
The meaning's already light years away
and receding per second per second
exponentially.
© Anthony John Cooper 2007. Reproduced with permission of the author